December 28, 2010

  • Haggai 1:3-11

    Then the word of the LORD came through the prophet Haggai: "Is it a time for you yourselves to be living in your paneled houses, while this house remains a ruin?"

    Now this is what the LORD Almighty says: "Give careful thought to your ways. You have planted much, but have harvested little. You eat, but never have enough. You drink, but never have your fill. You put on clothes, but are not warm. You earn wages, only to put them in a purse with holes in it."

    This is what the LORD Almighty says: "Give careful thought to your ways. Go up into the mountains and bring down timber and build the house, so that I may take pleasure in it and be honored," says the LORD. "You expected much, but see, it turned out to be little. What you brought home, I blew away. Why?" declares the LORD Almighty. "Because of My house, which remains a ruin, while each of you is busy with his own house. Therefore, because of you the heavens have withheld their dew and the earth its crops. I called for a drought on the fields and the mountains, on the grain, the new wine, the oil and whatever the ground produces, on men and cattle, and on the labor of your hands."

    I feel this is so true of how I am now. I do a lot of things trying to gain more out of God, but I gain very little. I eat and drink and buy new clothes, but I am not content or satisfied. I earn money and man do they fly away! I am so concerned about my own welfare, my future, my status quo and my living conditions, but how much thought do I give over to the house of God? When I think of the house of God I think about fellowship and His kingdom. The Bible says "seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added on to you". I think about furthering His gospel to others, being flexible enough so that God can change my plans anytime He wants so that His kingdom my be furthered. Help us God, to be more concerned about Your house, which may be in ruins, and less concerned about our house and how we can make it more glorious!

November 19, 2010

October 19, 2010

  • 今天特別思念主.... 覺得好久沒有親近神了. 當我在彈這首歌時, 又被它的歌詞感動了. 願我的心常常不離開神, 真的以耶穌為我心裡最愛, 唯一所要的.

    I'd Rather Have Jesus

    1. I'd rather have Jesus than silver or gold
    I'd rather be His than have riches untold
    I'd rather have Jesus than houses or lands
    I'd rather be led by His nail pierced hand

    (chorus)
    Than to be the king of a vast domain
    Or be held in sin's dread way
    I'd rather have Jesus than anything
    This world affords today

    2. I'd rather have Jesus than men's applause
    I'd rather be faithful to His dear cause
    I'd rather have Jesus than worldwide fame
    I'd rather be true to His holy name

    3. He's fairer than lilies of rarest bloom
    He's sweeter than honey from out of the comb
    He's all that my hungering spirit needs
    I'd rather have Jesus and let Him lead

September 28, 2010

  • my co-worker gave me a fossil from his trip in Wyoming! i've never seen a fossil before! he said this is from the Green River formation and is estimated 250 million years (correction, it's 50 million years) old! they have found some dinosaur bones in the same location too... check it out! Fossil Butte National Park in Wyoming.

    this picture shows the different layers that had accumulated on the fossil over time:

    Fossil 002

    the actual fish fossil:

    Fossil 001

    wow, i learned a lot about fossil today... for example, the fossil that you actually find aren't the original "bones", but had been replaced by minerals. my goodness... i had no idea. (kinda like that uncle in sunday school didn't know hens lay eggs regardless the presence of a rooster).

    cathy, if you ever want to show the fossil to your kids in bio class, let me know!

September 23, 2010

  • heard this song again today.... good reminder of whether we really trust the Lord in every way. been sick for 2 days now and for some reason, just don't have much peace in the midst of it. really need some time to quiet down and etc.

    Do I Trust You?
    Twila Paris

    Sometimes my litter heart can’t understand
    What’s in Your will, what’s in Your plan?
    So many times I’m tempted to ask You why,
    But I can never forget it for long.
    Lord, what You do could not be wrong.
    So I believe You, even when I must cry.

    Do I trust You, Lord? Does the river flow?
    Do I trust You, Lord? Does the north wind blow?
    You can see my heart; You can read my mind,
    And You got to know that I would rather die
    Than to lose my faith in the One I love.
    Do I trust You, Lord? Do I trust You?

    I know the answers, I’ve given them all.
    But suddenly now, I feel so small.
    Shaken down to the cavity in my soul
    I know the doctrine and theology,
    But right now they don’t mean much to me.
    This time there’s only one thing I’ve got to know.

    Do I trust You, Lord? Does the robin sing?
    Do I trust You, Lord? Does it rain in spring?
    You can see my heart; You can read my mind,
    And You got to know that I would rather die
    Than to lose my faith in the One I love.
    Do I trust You, Lord? Do I trust You?

    I will trust You, Lord, when I don’t know why.
    I will trust You, Lord till the day I die.
    I will trust You, Lord, when I’m blind with pain!
    You were God before, and You’ll never change.
    I will trust You. I will trust You, Lord.

September 1, 2010

  • one of the biggest thing i struggle with is fear.... fear of almost anything! this shouldn't be a characteristic of Christians, yet i struggle. fear leads to anxiety, which i find paralyzing me frequently. found this thing online that provided 10 Bible verses dealing with anxiety.

    Philippians 4:6-8 #1 Bible Verse About Anxiety

    Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things.

    Matthew 6:31-34 #2 Bible Verse About Anxiety

    "Do not be anxious then, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'With what shall we clothe ourselves?' "For all these things the Gentiles eagerly seek; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness; and all these things shall be added to you. "Therefore do not be anxious for tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

    Psalm 56:3 #3 Bible Verse About Anxiety

    When I am afraid, I will put my trust in Thee.

    Matthew 6:27 #4 Bible Verse for Anxiety

    "And which of you by being anxious can add a single cubit to his life's span?

    Matthew 11:28-30 #5 Scripture on Anxiety


    "Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. "Take My yoke upon you, and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you shall find rest for your souls. "For My yoke is easy, and My load is light."

    Psalm 121:1-2 #6 Bible Verse About Anxiety

    I Will lift up my eyes to the mountains; From whence shall my help come? My help comes from the LORD, Who made heaven and earth.

    Psalm 23:4 #7 Bible Verse About Anxiety

    Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil; for Thou art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me.

    Proverbs 3:5-6 #8 Bible Verse About Anxiety

    Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight.

    1 Peter 4:7 #9 Bible Verse About Anxiety

    The end of all things is at hand; therefore, be of sound judgment and sober spirit for the purpose of prayer.

    Psalm 46:10 #10 Bible Verse on Anxiety

    "Cease striving and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."

August 27, 2010

  • several placed have indicated that the name "Ann" means graceful or favored grace..... but i am very far from being graceful to myself or to others, or even can fully grasp the idea of God's grace. really hope in the coming years i'd be able to find true freedom by grasping God's grace for me.

August 26, 2010

  • HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

    This year is all about freebies! I signed up for all these freebies since.... if it's your birthday, why not make all the stores celebrate it w/ you? haha.

    So I got Baskin Robbins for lunch yesterday, Cold Stone for half of dinner.... I went to Denny's for breakfast today after meeting ended at 9am, gonna go get a frappuccino later! And then got an e-mail from Honda saying that they'll give me a free car wash as a birthday gift! Thank God! My car needs a wash so badly... I was ready to take it into a shop .... (I probably haven't washed it for 3 months)

    Been feeling down lately, just a lot of negative thoughts about myself. It's hard to get rid of those... please pray for me if you remember.

August 9, 2010

  • borrowed a book called "Cookie" from the library by the Martha Stewart team..... they all look so good! The pictures from the book itself makes me want to make 70% of the cookies in there! Yeah, cupcakes is still in the back of my mind, although I haven't had much success stories on that.... but cookies, m.... that's coming up next!

    my co-workers went to Harvest Crusade too! she was telling me amazing story about her brother getting out of drugs and the streets after going to a Christian faith-rehab center... really gotta stay in touch w/ people more. Harvest was good, especially Sunday night...

August 4, 2010