I'm beginning to realize unless a person is willing to take responsibility of themselves and admit their weaknesses as the problems to be worked on, there's really nothing we can do for them except to continually love and accept them. I used to try very hard to change myself in the interactions with these people, thinking that somehow it's something I did that causes the problem or if I were to do something else, they'd be able to accept what I say and change.... But after talking to the person I've been trying to communicate for years, I realized they never thought any of my efforts were anything and continued to blame me for not trying hard enough. While I'm writing this, I realized that I've also been blaming others for my own faults for years... What a reminder for me to always be humble in the Spirit's guidance.

But this is a freeing moment for me to realize it wasn't my responsibility all along since I realized after all the efforts I've put in, I still get blamed for not trying harder. Thank God for this moment... I think I'm learning to grow up to be an adult with my own identity...